Im killing myself slowly for my friend...please help!?

you need to tell someone trustworthy and someone who cares about this. pray with and for your friend. God loves you both, i have know idea if you believe that but He does. satan wants your friend like this is he wants her to kill herself. please seek God, open a Bible if you have one, or go to a Bible on the internet. but you do need to find someone who will care and who will help you take action. :)